oh tonight I am tired..... Its been so busy around here....
busy busy..Im so out of shape..ugh! bleh!! its so annoying... I can barely work out..because of pain....I cant fit onto my clothes..and I refuse to go buy bigger clothes..Its not looking good:) ha!
thankfully I have a new doctor appt with a totally new doctor... next week..I am really hoping this will bring some answers and some fixes....
Im a bit nervous about it because I know that the answer will be surgery...I know its scar tissue and my previous doctor probably messed me up.... so although Im not excited about another surgery..I am praying I can be fixed...
ah, life........

I know I want to go running... but I need to be thankful that I can walk