babies

okay Madi is growing up............ tear............sniff.......
complete emotional breakdown!!!!



I miss cuddling her tiny little body.
ANd thanks to everyone who has a baby every week I miss it so much more!!
NOw Madi is running around, climbing everything, even talking a little...

Remember cuddling and bundling them up all tight and cozy in their blankie........

Watching them sleep so soundly........and peaceful....

Maybe it is harder since she is our last? I wish I could have more. I told Hain.... I want another baby!!! He looked at me... Then I said I just love babies and need a replacement when they get too big!! Okay understand the sacrasm please :) Dont think I really weant to replace my kids :)
If my body could handle it I would love another baby.... or if my husband could handle it!!
I have to admit there is a part of me that is happy I wont be pregnant again... going through all those pregnancy pains.... but its hard to say that stage in my life is completely over... .... I know I know I need to get over it and move on........

Again..............
...........complete emotional breakdown!!!!!!